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movie dat rox!

GATTACA
The Matrix Trilogy
Snow Falling On Cedars
Taking Lives, Pearl Harbor
X-men, Monsters' Inc
Dead Poet's Society
Great Expectations
Needing You (孤男寡女)
"O" 我左眼见到鬼

books dat mooves

Great Expectations
Snow Falling On Cedars
Sing To The Dawn, Enid Blyton

music dat inspires

终身美丽,如果我们不再见,
如果我是你,
回来我身边,
记认,同年同月同日生,
烂泥,忽然之间,爱,
双手的温柔,朋友的朋友,
亲爱的你怎么不在我身边,纪念,
两个寂寞,花火,爱太远,
你在下个路口等我,爱不持久,
我要我们在一起,比我幸福,哭,
海洋,乡音,爱情不能作比较,
吻,多爱,结束我们抱着哭,
惦念,疼你的责任,
听说爱情回来过,巴黎草梅,
天地一沙鸥,害怕,
满足,我们,苦闷情调,保佑我
爱不持久,我的爱,候鸟
我也很想他

gaming craze

SimCity 3000 Unlimited
SimCity4, The Age of Empires 2
Neverwinter Nights
Railroad Tycoon, Enter The Matrix
Tropico, Worms Armageddon
Capitalism II, Monopoly Tycoon

i'm a scorpio, here's wat

Symbol: The Scorpion
Ruling Planet: Pluto/ Mars
Element: Water
Cross/Quality: Fixed
Group: Intellectual
House Ruled: Eight
Polarity: Negative
Opposite Sign: Taurus
Favorable Colors: Dark Reds & black
Lucky Gem: Opal
Key Body Part: Reproductive Organs
Period: Oct.23 - Nov.21

Basic Profile:
Passionate, vibrant, magnetic, perceptive, emotional, sensual, alert, willful, determined, resourceful, purposeful, directed, dominant, ambitious, fearless, committed, intense, but can be obsessive, extreme, vengeful, jealous, spiteful, unforgiving, bully, menacing, possessive, arrogant

Famous Scorpions:
Bill Gates, Theodore Roosevelt, Pablo Picasso, Martin Luther, Marie Curie, Prince Charles, Hillary Rodham Clinton, Calista Flockhart, kd lang, Leonardo DiCaprio, Jodie Foster, Demi Moore

more stuff


What kind of love are you?
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You are pure love. Pure and deep. You not only want
to but NEED to find your one true love. You are
not afraid of any challenge for your love, and
it is something to truly treasure.

quote-a-pro

"I've never saved anything for the trip back"
"I've never been so far from my dream than when I was standing right beside it"
"If at first you don't succeed, try, try again"
"Ten fingers, ten toes, that was all that mattered. They don't say that now"
-- Quotes from GATTACA

"Love is like an apple; it has been more than 300 years since an apple dropped and hit someone randomly"
-- zenöv

Monday, July 24, 2006

错,什么错?

就在大约一个礼拜前,某人对我说我做的不够。

我的罪行在每一行、每一字间一一点出。没有我惯用的双关语,没有引摄、暗喻和前呼后应。

所以,我将以最浅白的方式表达我的见解。

你说:

我总是挑起你的兴趣却又让你失望。

我没有积极地投入这段感情。

我不回你的简讯。

我对你有所隐瞒我心中的不满,以至你对我的了解日益改变。

你怀疑我心中有新的她。

我说:

我第一次约你,你说你需要更多的时间来面对刚遭受的挫折。我就给你时间。伤口愈合的时间并不是三两天所能达到的,所以我没有如你所愿,在下一个星期,或下下个星期(直至两个月后)再找你。

我终于约你后,你一再地表示你需要时间来面对上一次的情伤。我若在此时急于压迫你,岂非君子?你要的时间、空间我都给了。

我的个性如此。我不但会莫名失踪,不回简讯,我也曾对密友说过:要做我的终身伴侣的人,一定要了解到我身边90%的好友都是女生。我不可能为了一个无法迁就我的人生的人而解散我这些年来建造的友谊。依此类推,简讯乃升外物,非心灵所需。依此类推,我的懒惰是与生具来的。

我已表明那段歌词所含的真正内容,以及它的对象,若你还心存怀疑,那我也无话可说。信任是建筑情感最大的支柱,若连我刚认识一个月的朋友都能如此对我信赖,更何况是你?了解是建筑情感的第二大支柱,若我的一点简单的思想抒发都无法通过你的信赖、认可,那我也无能为力。

我也已表示:信任。

你也许回家后又会埋怨我为何如此洒脱地答应你要我们退回朋友的位置。以上皆是我的理由。我很高兴能够有那么一次面对面的对话,让我知道你心中的埋怨,也让我了解我们感情的走向。抱歉,又使用了双关语。

很遗憾我又是用这种方式做回应,因为我不只思想愚顿(抱歉,使用了反讽)而且我最容易使用文字来表达自己的思想。无论外界对于我的观点有多崇尚或贬低,那都是我的想法(抱歉,离题)。

我想(抱歉,最后一次使用反讽),自那天相约后,你已有了一个决定。我尊重你的决定。

再见:亦是朋友。

再祝:我们好聚好散。

I never saved anything for the trip back, do you? at 11:00 PM

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